Life (II)

Paranoidism
when you find yourself trembling in fear
frightening thoughts keep hovering around you
when the night creeps in and the sun sets
when it gets all dark and quiet in the middle of the night
fear seems like the only emotion you ever have
when you got so worried everytime they sleep
paranoidism makes you count day by day
and time makes you skip a day or two
weeks and months
a great relief everytime you receive a call or sms
comfort when they 'jump' ard and laugh
pain when you see the tiredness
the mind must've been crazy
to get yourself trap in such paranoidism for such a long time
momentary thought worry paranoid
and you start to form crazy thoughts out of desparation
you want to put a stop to time or slow down
impossible exasperation
and you pray to everything pray hard
for the night to never end
if by not sleeping time slows down
i will stay awake forever