Life (I) - A sneak of dreamer's tots
What would you want to do should there be no financial considerations? Passion they called it. Or is it? Change is always there..who knows this so-called passion you've found might not be your passion after some time?
I think, one can never understand oneself. Life brings along with it constant change and experiences every moment. Perhaps the next moment, something happened that changes who we are and/or the way we think and feel. Perhaps.
Slowly settling into the present phase of life. Not one that i/we like. When all you can do is chhaargee ahead. And when you slow down your pace, you realised you dunno wth you are heading exactly. Are u in the right direction? What's right anywayz? Perhaps no1 noes where they are heading.
Being happy. Guess its a momentary emotion. In the same day, perhaps its just that few hours of fun with your friends that reminds you what happiness is all about. And then, the next moment, back to reality again. When perhaps one single word, tot or feeling changes this happiness or even take it away.
And comes the so called companion thing.When friends become docks until the ship comes.True or false? Maybe. But the kind of happiness felt with friends can nv be found with your other half whoever he/she might be. Whatever the case, friends are who we are today. I love my friends. But i accept that they just got to 'leave' when the ship comes or when they fd better docks. This is life isnt it?
Freedom and independence. A pursue, yet brings with it hanging doubts. Perhaps it started coz of personal aspiration, then to cope with situations alone, when friends gradually 'drive' out, to proving urself, to being self-fulfilled. Ego-centric perhaps?
Want situations, people and happenings to be under control. Territory and space conscious. Guess such pple will always kena hit by reality as change is everywhere! Esp human. No1 can be within ur prediction! Complicated human complicated world.
Time flies. Life - a race against time? Whether you're able to finish what you want to or desire to do be4 time surpass you? I so much wish for time, more time, and for time to slow down...really. Guess age is really catching up. The more i learn, see, hear and experience, the more i wanted to stop time.
I used to walk along side with mama papa but as time passes, im walking further and further before them without realising that they couldnt catch up with me anymore. Not anymore...if pple say time goes on forever, i wish to walk alongside with them to the next life and the next...Guess i wouldnt have tide over the many many hurdles in life without them, who nv fails to make sure i had my meals even when i threw my temper...if life's so cruel to pple so nice in this world, i wish it would take mi away as well.
I think, one can never understand oneself. Life brings along with it constant change and experiences every moment. Perhaps the next moment, something happened that changes who we are and/or the way we think and feel. Perhaps.
Slowly settling into the present phase of life. Not one that i/we like. When all you can do is chhaargee ahead. And when you slow down your pace, you realised you dunno wth you are heading exactly. Are u in the right direction? What's right anywayz? Perhaps no1 noes where they are heading.
Being happy. Guess its a momentary emotion. In the same day, perhaps its just that few hours of fun with your friends that reminds you what happiness is all about. And then, the next moment, back to reality again. When perhaps one single word, tot or feeling changes this happiness or even take it away.
And comes the so called companion thing.When friends become docks until the ship comes.True or false? Maybe. But the kind of happiness felt with friends can nv be found with your other half whoever he/she might be. Whatever the case, friends are who we are today. I love my friends. But i accept that they just got to 'leave' when the ship comes or when they fd better docks. This is life isnt it?
Freedom and independence. A pursue, yet brings with it hanging doubts. Perhaps it started coz of personal aspiration, then to cope with situations alone, when friends gradually 'drive' out, to proving urself, to being self-fulfilled. Ego-centric perhaps?
Want situations, people and happenings to be under control. Territory and space conscious. Guess such pple will always kena hit by reality as change is everywhere! Esp human. No1 can be within ur prediction! Complicated human complicated world.
Time flies. Life - a race against time? Whether you're able to finish what you want to or desire to do be4 time surpass you? I so much wish for time, more time, and for time to slow down...really. Guess age is really catching up. The more i learn, see, hear and experience, the more i wanted to stop time.
I used to walk along side with mama papa but as time passes, im walking further and further before them without realising that they couldnt catch up with me anymore. Not anymore...if pple say time goes on forever, i wish to walk alongside with them to the next life and the next...Guess i wouldnt have tide over the many many hurdles in life without them, who nv fails to make sure i had my meals even when i threw my temper...if life's so cruel to pple so nice in this world, i wish it would take mi away as well.
posted by dReamEr at
2/28/2007 01:10:00 AM
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