Immerse in Singapore Blood
On defence induction course these 2 days. So tired i slept thru'out! LoL! Nevertheless, i was awake for most of the more impt sessions. Rationale behind gov's policies, rules and regulations and why situations or how people behave as consequences of them.
How, despite public 'protest' for more freedom wasnt fully granted. How, despite the stir and unhappiness caused by implementing certain tgs are wise choices for the long run. How, despite family and men who complained about NS being a waste of time isnt true. Why, sometimes gov close 1 eye towards certain issues. Suddenly feel im such a naive Singaporean (who used to complain abt our lack of freedom and grumble abt some things that are implemented). Haha, im sure some of you sure go 'duhz'...that gov 'bought' or win me over. Since the day i placed my signature, i am. And now, im just glad that i better understand the gov even more. Perhaps dreamer might be over-rating or over-reacting to things...but oh well, im a Singaporean!!
Never like to sit in auditorium whole day....finally tom gg out on field trips!! YEAH! Will have fun! A pity cant bring any camera devices along.
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Went back office to settle my work during my breaks. Quite high from reading emails from bosses. Dunno shld be happie or sad. It seems like im gg to be trained to be an architect and not proj mgr. Courses again soon. My brain like gg to explode le. V taxing to jaga work and study and my ext. courses all at the same time while trying to think of solutions to solve problems. Getting use to/ more comfortable being responsible for certain shitty stuffs and taking the lead. 2 years. Learn! Learn everything.
Met all my bosses here and there today. Wah lao..wat day is it? I dunno wat to talk to them sia.
and felt paiseh that im on course and not doing my work.. AS again...lol.
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Climb. Lol. I think of it i dunno wana laugh or cry. Be happy or sad.
Couldnt climb like more than 10 tiles!After the first try my arms were like so darn pump!And the acid nv go away!Harden!-_-!!! Then i bear with it and try to climb again, feel like my arms gg to explode!! Ended up all only do at most 10 tiles. Do problems also cannot. And today's supposed to be in my best.
Happie vhy? Coz i dun have to share that climbing space with any guys, just 2 other gals. Gym's empty except for basement where all the national climbers gather. Happie vhy? Coz i dun feel too deeply sadden by my back-to-newbie strength and skills. Sadz vhy? Coz without this sucky feeling, im not pushed to improve myself. Am alright with my weak-ness. Fine with not forcing myself to do certain moves. How to improve like tat!?-_-!!!
'Happening' life! guess dreamer's not destined for a peaceful life...
How, despite public 'protest' for more freedom wasnt fully granted. How, despite the stir and unhappiness caused by implementing certain tgs are wise choices for the long run. How, despite family and men who complained about NS being a waste of time isnt true. Why, sometimes gov close 1 eye towards certain issues. Suddenly feel im such a naive Singaporean (who used to complain abt our lack of freedom and grumble abt some things that are implemented). Haha, im sure some of you sure go 'duhz'...that gov 'bought' or win me over. Since the day i placed my signature, i am. And now, im just glad that i better understand the gov even more. Perhaps dreamer might be over-rating or over-reacting to things...but oh well, im a Singaporean!!
Never like to sit in auditorium whole day....finally tom gg out on field trips!! YEAH! Will have fun! A pity cant bring any camera devices along.
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Went back office to settle my work during my breaks. Quite high from reading emails from bosses. Dunno shld be happie or sad. It seems like im gg to be trained to be an architect and not proj mgr. Courses again soon. My brain like gg to explode le. V taxing to jaga work and study and my ext. courses all at the same time while trying to think of solutions to solve problems. Getting use to/ more comfortable being responsible for certain shitty stuffs and taking the lead. 2 years. Learn! Learn everything.
Met all my bosses here and there today. Wah lao..wat day is it? I dunno wat to talk to them sia.
and felt paiseh that im on course and not doing my work.. AS again...lol.
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Climb. Lol. I think of it i dunno wana laugh or cry. Be happy or sad.
Couldnt climb like more than 10 tiles!After the first try my arms were like so darn pump!And the acid nv go away!Harden!-_-!!! Then i bear with it and try to climb again, feel like my arms gg to explode!! Ended up all only do at most 10 tiles. Do problems also cannot. And today's supposed to be in my best.
Happie vhy? Coz i dun have to share that climbing space with any guys, just 2 other gals. Gym's empty except for basement where all the national climbers gather. Happie vhy? Coz i dun feel too deeply sadden by my back-to-newbie strength and skills. Sadz vhy? Coz without this sucky feeling, im not pushed to improve myself. Am alright with my weak-ness. Fine with not forcing myself to do certain moves. How to improve like tat!?-_-!!!
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2/13/2007 11:35:00 PM
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