Painting a rainbow

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Dreamer Land

Realise dreamer's being in her own little world, as usual? Happily living in her own little world until when intruders made some noise that disturb her peace that she simply just explode! Noise/actions that give dreamer a startle is the button to a volcanic eruption! *bom*

Getting increasingly frustrated and irritated with cols sitting near me. The talkings and noise is getting on my nerves! Especially when im trying hard to come up with ideas or slogging away. Hate it when my peace is disturbed.argh!

Find it increasingly hard to relax myself and get my mind off work nowadays. So much so i dun even feel like going for my lunch or take a short break much needed.Rather stress up actually. I also have no idea whether my effort is all worth it or not.Guess the higher the expectation, the higher the pressure. I got to jiayou.
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Went for my run and training today. Felt good. Ran in my own little world, train within my limits and lie there on the ground, breathing hard and feeling the soreness in my muscles. The sky looks great this evening. I thought i 'heard' the stars said hi to me. The wind giving me a pat on the back , asking me to jiayou too! hmm....guess im still happier in my own little world...

Hard facts of life keep reminding me about my idealism of life and people. Other than accepting it, what else can i do? Guess i'll still choose to stay in dreamland....at least, im much happier there.

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