Painting a rainbow

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Command & Control

Command, Control, Communication and Computer - that's what im doing and my dpt as well.
I might still take command, but im learning to take charge and control of my work, progress, responsiblities as well as state of mind, response and emotions. I will master my control, and strive for commanding opportunities. I know this is going to get really tough, but i will do to the best of my knowledge.

Being a fresh female graduate without any scholistic talents, i just got to put in triply effort and catchup when the talents get their winks and bites. Being a rather 'slow-thinker' in thinking up sophisticated and innovative ideas within a very tight time-frame (or in fact, more of a free-thinker who gets ideas when the ling2 gan3 comes..), i just got to think 100 times harder!

Filling up calendars with block-offs, musts and throughs. Havent seen my daily hours planned down to every block for quite some time!It's going to get really exciting and challenging! I think i welcome it, but i cant help feeling jittery, nervous and all too stressed up. In the mist of all these, i hope im able to keep emotions under control as well. Tolerance level dropped drastically - aint that in control just yet.

"when the going gets tough, the tough get going"

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