Painting a rainbow

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Changed?

Been awhile since i pia over the night till my eyes gonna dropped followed by a technical meeting with commercial vendor, and then a short demonstration. Amazed how i can tahan to work continuously for like 24hrs with a 15 mins quickbite. Finally starting to appreciate and analyse cases and discuss xxxx immediately after meetings. Even in my dreamland, i dreamt of my projects, hope im able to find some solutions in my dreams....Zhou gong give me ideas bah!!

Happened to talk about certain frenships in my life. And it highlighted certain changes in me and/or others. Guess change is just natural. You move from phase to phase. Some friends outgrown you, and you outgrown certain friends. Some left, some stay. Though we hardly meetup as often as before, or share the same experiences in our lives, certain frenships are just for life. Everytime you meet up, it's as if it's back to the past, the good old days. The same bond is there, still there. Coz' it already had a place in our hearts. Wonderful, how at ease and happy you can be when you are with such frens. =]

On and off, i get gentle (and not so gentle ones..=P) reminders from frens i've 'forgotten' intentionally or unintentionally amist my life. And im glad the frenship hasnt been forgotten. Thanks for remembering. Thanks for reminding. If i ever got 'lost' again, dun ever hesitate to pull me back..(just like what bitchy sister did). If i ever wander too far, drag me back...

Certain frens are just always there. Those who listen, watch and care from the heart. You dont find them, they dont find you. You all understand each other too well and have such strong faith in the frenship that its already beyond maintenance. You dont spend all your time together, but everytime seems like the best of times, just like the good old times. And they never remind you to remember them, they simply give you a good thrash and wack on the head! Frens who dare to step on your tail....and attack your sensitivities..and frens whom you can expose your fear or devil to..

I seem to have grown a tiny weeny bit, by force or by experience. To cherish and appreciate frenship in a 'brand' new way. To be WITH that person when you are out with them. Yeah. Be generous and forgiving. Yeah. Cheerios my dear frens!

While training myself to becoming an aggressive fighter, i'll learn to be an angel (yeah right..) to you at least... =) PIRATES UNITE! lol...

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