Back!
Im back!!! The trip was shioked and sebai~~! Climbed everyday since we touched down. Shioked, cool and fun! But as much as i enjoyed the climbing trip, nothing beats coming back home.(^-^ )
Every trip's a brand new experience, discovery and reminder. Growth from the know-nuts playful monkeys to exploring rockwalls on our own. Trekking our way across beaches, through the jungle, across the sea (when its low tide) ; going the more adventurous way than taking the boat. Though its tiring, i really enjoyed the trek there (and back). We're lucky to have Uncle See ('half-thai') to facilitate and get the climbing up tho' sometimes, we just cant stand his crappiness and yaya-ness.
Most of us did leading over there, quite shiok tho' most of the time fear got the better of me.
Most of us did leading over there, quite shiok tho' most of the time fear got the better of me.
Discovery of others and self. Reminders of one's character. Perfectionism at work. I actually felt disappointed with myself a couple of times, tho' i nv let it drag me down for too long.
Climbing..I dint execute some of the routes 'acceptably'; not smooth, not right, no good (tho' completed). Sometimes, its not so much about completing. More of how you go about doing it. I feel frustrated for this particular route whereby the thought of letting go keep buzzing me. Fear got the better of me if not totally. I could've got across! But i got so freaked out that i wasnt able to commit to do a certain move!! Lol. Not bad, i actually hit a level of fear i never felt before. Its like a breaking point...(hard to put into words). Dint exactly complete it tho' i reached the anchor.It shall remain as an unfinished project! I'll be back.
Climbing..I dint execute some of the routes 'acceptably'; not smooth, not right, no good (tho' completed). Sometimes, its not so much about completing. More of how you go about doing it. I feel frustrated for this particular route whereby the thought of letting go keep buzzing me. Fear got the better of me if not totally. I could've got across! But i got so freaked out that i wasnt able to commit to do a certain move!! Lol. Not bad, i actually hit a level of fear i never felt before. Its like a breaking point...(hard to put into words). Dint exactly complete it tho' i reached the anchor.It shall remain as an unfinished project! I'll be back.
Self..there are still certain issues to tackle. Certain 'bad' character/habit to change. Certain traits to learn and gain. Something good (or bad) i realised too, i no longer feel the homesickness i used to feel alot when im away from home for some time. Seemed more adaptable than before and able to 'be there' at the place and enjoy the whole experience. Im happy that i dint bring bothering thots over. It's like a REAL break from everything back here..=P Just rocks, sand, sea, forest, and a roof over our heads. No heater, no tv, no radio, almost-zero reception and no tar roads..like the feel of such sebai life, but one main problem if i gonna stay there for too long...FOOD!!! There's nothing much to eat there!!Too many western food and the same old thai food...Quite ex. Think next time should bring own ingredient to cook there...and the amusing thing is, they dont have fish!! (thought they are right beside the sea only!?)









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