Tots (II)

Sometimes i wonder is it 'cause there are certain stuffs i've yet to learn, certain way of thinking/doing that needs improvement and change that my life seems to be full of obstacles, one after another, just when you think you can finally take a breather. It seems like this fight will go gone forever...or until the day i managed to learn everything and be the 'perfect' person with all the 'right' ways of handling stuffs/thinking.

Noticed the change and un-changed in me recently. Noticed the change and un-changed of friends and situations. Happie, with the new friends found, new skills learnt, maturing mindsets and changing attitude. Angry, with the more-serious or certain un-changed side of me. Sadz, with certain changes in situations, harsh reality of life and the many things that are beyond my control.

Find myself getting stuck in certain situations for all too many times. It just keep occuring. I know, i've yet learnt to handle it properly. But its getting better with each occurance, baby steps... Perhaps it will just keep popping up until i've learnt. I'm learning, and i'm responding and coping in different ways already... Please be patient with me...i'm really trying hard. Bless me.

Life, you just got to learn to maintain the peace in you when stress factors come from all areas of your life at the same time. The art of handling and satisfying all the demands of life with just you alone...to amplify all resources and minimise shortage. *breathe...*