*fan fan* wah..weather so warm nowadays sia! Blame it on ourselves, the damaged ozone layer and the global warming...cut more trees, clear more lands for development, THEN we complained about the heat and we install aircon.

Went to the library today..borrowed 2 thriller novels..quite nice. Going lib again tml..haha..a book i wana borrow BY RIGHT shld be on shelf. Think i still dont like crowds..so many people in lib, stadium and street today!!
Went to jog in the evening, quite shiok. Need to learn not to be affected by distractions and other joggers around me. Other joggers nearby seems to disturb my pace and concentration. By right i shld know my timing for my runs..who knows, at the instant i started running and i pressed on my watch, (boom!) the screen of my Timex watch went blank! *it died* haha..perhaps its telling mi to just run, and forget about reaching some silly targets or keep track how i perform. Think life is better live this way. =) and know what...i seem to outperform what i expect.haha..

Read an article today in straits time today saying that we shouldnt be too hard on ourselves or keep pushing ourselves. Haha..contradiction as usual with all things. On one hand, we hope we can perform better so we tend to push ourselves. On the other, we should treat ourselves better and relax our expectations of self. Balance is the issue AGAIN. hahaha!

Climbed last fri...somehow, i feel like my climbing buanged le. haha...like not using much technique (or thats how i feel). Feel like i anyhow climb. Hmm..would like to brush up my techniques and all as usual...SAME case for my TT playing. Feel like i can only be better in one of them. When i improve on one side, the other side suffers. =/ hmm... Perhaps dreamer shouldnt always keep setting expectations for herself. haha..time to sleep and wake up for a swim later!! OF course, and more job search!! heh...got a great temptation to go river trekking...hmm...ok, hopefully can get to do it in my dreams?!? keke..