THIS BLOG STILL EXIST!!! OMG!!

O-M-G...it totally surprised me that i can still locate all my blogs back! Thanks to HHR! Gum sia ah!
I also dont know why, but all of a sudden (4 years after i officially stopped blogging) i was thinking of reading my old blogs. Perhaps i just want to know if i am still making the same mistakes, or have i really grown up, or how much i have changed since then *shrugs*.

I guess one of the changes is how im dealing with my problems or how i am feeling. From sharing with selected close groups of friends with access to my personal blog to nonsensical outpouring to only a selected few through whatsapp/line/sms etc, to dealing it alone through expressing it through music/running, climbing, swimming and now, reading and ??? (still finding). Sometimes I wonder if anyone would understand. Or more of, does it really matters?  Life goes on right?

Everyone is busy with their lives, having their own set of problems to face and own set of emotions to manage. At the end of the day, we only have ourselves to depend on. We have to be our own friend. Im still finding this friend of mine somewhere within me.. and I hope she will be able to lead me and pull me up soon...