Happy?

Talked to an old friend. Was reminiscing about the times spent climbing ourselves silly and having great time climbing while many are eating themselves silly during CNY. Just 1 year ago. And what goes round comes round. This year, we're the ones eating ourselves silly during CNY! Miss those fun carefree days... i was still complaining how much i have slacked and am becoming lazier and stop training to be stronger in my climbs... I feel i've stopped improving altogether. But he reminded me, like he always did:" just remember, in whatever you do, most impt is being happy..."
A simple point which i miss it sometimes.

Im not very happy about not improving in my climbs. Im not very happy with being slack in my trainings and losing all the 'anger' in me that drives me. But somehow, i think im gradually letting go...and being alittle more lenient with myself. It's ok to not clear that route today...i can always do it another time. It's ok if i run a little slower today as im feeling tired...it's ok to run a little shorter coz i dun wanna push myself too hard... Haha..its a fine line between excuses and being nice to yourself. But again, its a matter of perception.

I guess its time to cut myself some slack in some areas of my life. Most imptly, is being happy. Am i happy? Yes i am. BUT...hahahah..human nature makes mi add in the 'BUT'.
Insatisfaction is a chronic illness in Man. (Quoted from Movie Christine Vicky Barcelona) You always want more, and more and more...and you feel you are not happy enough; you dont have enough.....and it becomes a vicious cycle of unhappiness..and you'll never be happy. :) Let's get out of this vicious cycle and celebrate Life! :)