Adaptation and Understanding the kid

Adjusting and adapting to changes in my life.
Like a kid, i still threw tantrums at changes and people or things brought away from me.
I still cried like a child 'cause of the smallest thing that matters.
Angry and frustrated when things dont go my way.
Giggle at the stupidest thing.
Having nightmares 'cause of shock or when i play too much.
Always jumping around doing what others see as a very throw-face-thing to do.
Like a child, who likes to behave like a mature adult.
The difference lies in, im not eagar to grow up like the kid. In fact, i would love to stay as a kid forever..

Soon, the kid will be left all alone. Without lucky boi and all. Haha..isnt it the freedom she kept yearning for? Irony. Here i am missing the times spent in US alone. Yet feeling kinda left out this holiday season. Irony. *oMMmmmmmmmm*

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Understanding of self and the discipline and consciousness to change. Will the leopard change its spots?

Life's priorities changes. There's a shift in priorities as well as changes in thinking within this short 1 year. And also so many changes around that i've been unaware of or too caught up to notice. The world is speeeedding forward!!! But im just floating up and down at the same spot. To embrace what is really happening...the reality. To get out of the little world im in. A matter of adaptation to change.