Being optimistic doesnt mean optimism

Suddenly dreamer realises that optimism brings her nowhere. Optimism, to try to see good things, be hopeful, stay happy...etc. For awhile, it boosts the low spirit or at least for awhile. After that, it backfires...and you felt tired out, drained.... and u tell urself to be strong, to be hopeful, to wait for that high tide to come...and the cycle goes on.

Peace. To welcome whatever that comes, naturally. Be it good or bad. Dont expect, dont be hopeful. But that doesnt mean to despair, to give up. Always be ready for the new challenges ahead. Start from scratch every single day. As if you never live yesterday. As if you have never been hurt before. As if you have never been happy before. As if you are not you. As if you are newborn. Hard it might seems. But dont think too hard, dont take this seriously. Let the water flow, inside you through your mind, through your heart, through your blood... and you'll know what i mean.. =)

Dreamer has reached another stage of realisation today... ^-^ When mind and heart is let free, Let go. Nature, Natural. Let it be. Wherever it brings~

As i walked out
I saw peace
I thought of nothing
Nothing to be thought of
Feel
Felt nothing
Nothing's felt
Smiled i did.