weak!

wonder when will i overcome my phobia of 13 years.. -_-|||
identified, but aint no courage to try at all.
the thought of it is enough to make mi tremble and faint..haha..
how? when?
it seems until next life will i be able to overcome it.
sadz..haha..

hey, i think i need an angel......to tell me that i'll be fine..
need sm angels to protect myself...angels from within...to tell me that, i'll be just fine..