ReaLisation
Finally, near complete realisation of keeping things just the way they are.
Guess certain things should never change. Perhaps that is the best ending ever. Certain things should just remain the way they are. =) and certain things aint going to change as well.
Best friends, sistas, buddies, brothers.....relationships that should remain intact.
Of coz, i still tk certain lines should be drawn. But then again, im moving out of my little box i've placed myself in. Perhaps just let things be, let things flow, and stop holding close to some stupid 'rules' and 'restrictions'?? Guess life will be happier this way.
Just back to the days we knew each other at first. Back to the times and kind of feeling we shared earlier in the frenship, which we eventually lost it along the way. =) i feel like keeping this forever..just the way it is. Smtg i dont wish to spoil again, smtg i dont wish to change or alter nemore. Yes, it shall be kept, the way it is...just like when it first started. =)
Guess certain things should never change. Perhaps that is the best ending ever. Certain things should just remain the way they are. =) and certain things aint going to change as well.
Best friends, sistas, buddies, brothers.....relationships that should remain intact.
Of coz, i still tk certain lines should be drawn. But then again, im moving out of my little box i've placed myself in. Perhaps just let things be, let things flow, and stop holding close to some stupid 'rules' and 'restrictions'?? Guess life will be happier this way.
Just back to the days we knew each other at first. Back to the times and kind of feeling we shared earlier in the frenship, which we eventually lost it along the way. =) i feel like keeping this forever..just the way it is. Smtg i dont wish to spoil again, smtg i dont wish to change or alter nemore. Yes, it shall be kept, the way it is...just like when it first started. =)
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Today, my 'boss' said smtg tat sets me thinking the whole afternoon. He asked me to step out. Gain more exposure. Step out of my comfort zone. Dont cope myself up in a 'box'.
There are certain limitations i have about myself, which i dont even dare to admit. Many limitations i wish i could just 'announce' and wash my hands off everything. haha...Guess i dont have the courage yet. But i got this impulse to tell my boss of my worrys. But i already can anticipate his response..haa...i saw traits and characters as well as certain boundaries each of us tend to keep to in my students. I attempted to bring them out of their comfort zone, out of their worry and inconfidence...they did. And there are endless potential how much one can do when pushed and encouraged. Amazing. What we need is just a little push, a little more encouragement and confidence...if a 14 year-old can, why cant we???
There are certain limitations i have about myself, which i dont even dare to admit. Many limitations i wish i could just 'announce' and wash my hands off everything. haha...Guess i dont have the courage yet. But i got this impulse to tell my boss of my worrys. But i already can anticipate his response..haa...i saw traits and characters as well as certain boundaries each of us tend to keep to in my students. I attempted to bring them out of their comfort zone, out of their worry and inconfidence...they did. And there are endless potential how much one can do when pushed and encouraged. Amazing. What we need is just a little push, a little more encouragement and confidence...if a 14 year-old can, why cant we???
Maybe i just need a break....and then try again and again, over and over again.
Its tiring when there's no room for mistakes or errors. You are expected to be near perfect. I'm feeling tired of achieving this expected perfection. Just alittle more faith, more effort, more confidence. I need stronger will power, to keep me going. Whale power isnt too bad too...=P
posted by dReamEr at
7/15/2006 10:57:00 PM
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