when u wish u could just collapse and when u wokeup, u realise its all a dream and ur mind is clear, heart is light and body is energised.

Felt unmotivated and kinda low self-morale today...woke up feeling lethargic and stone. Lost of appetite. Then giddiness sets in.
Felt very pressurised and fd myself unable to perform up to expectations. Fd myself feeling lower and lower.....haa...heavier responsibilities on the way but my confidence level lower and lower, pressure higher and higher.. Feel...???

The bunch of monkeys are full of innocence and mischieviousness. Seeing them playing a fool and laughing at each other bring little smiles to my stern face early in the morning..haha..
And them trying to help one another out SOMETIMES, warms my heart alittle. I know, all of them have got potential and an undiscovered strength in them. How can i bring that out? Perhaps im too lenient to them.... or just lack that little more faith in myself..

Felt happier and more motivated later this afternoon when my student enjoyed my class today and learnt to enjoy smtg which he hates. It made me smile, just to see him laugh at his own mistakes and my dramatic exaggerations. =P

Feeling heavy...and i almost need to drop my students coz i feel like i couldnt take it...but upon meeting them, i feel that i couldnt leave them to another person now...its my responsibility to guide them to where they want to be. Suddenly realised, it is no longer my priorities. It's the students that matter. and i gave up 2 projects i was appointed for this morning..i hope i did the right tg..
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Dreamer need to lighten the heart, clear the mind, focus. Muster the courage and strength, gather enough faith, confidence and gan2 gan3 face and move towards what's in front...