Study -> Working

equals Lifestyle change.

Been trying to find a job that doesnt compromise my lifestyle and commitments too much. Would like to continue living my life the way it is as always..time for climbing, time for friends, time for family, time for trainings/coachings, time for self, time for courses.
Its getting increasingly obvious nowadays that this might not be possible when i step into the working world. I have to fit my lifestyle to my work, not the work to my lifestyle. Change yourself, be more flexible.
Knowing that next time, i would not have the time to just sit ard the esplanade or fastfood restaurant and jus relax...nua...Every moment spent doing such stuffs seem exceptionally precious. Knowing that friends free time might not tally with yours when both are working, or perhaps, might not even have much time to spend with one another...every meetup seems especially close to heart...knowing that i might not have the energy to enjoy the night sky, every starry night seems unusually wonderful...
Climbing.Climbing kakis.I wonder if we've the opportunity to meet at the playground again..or perhaps, not that frequent anymore. Every wall/route climbed, feels like the last.Company,more than routes,much more. I still holding a little hope in me...yes...i little wish...That someday, no matter when is it...we will go on climbing trips again. To have everyone making the effort and the LETS GO again like wat we did for the Krabi trip...i hope this little fire, wouldnt go away...

I can already foresee what's coming...and its like...how you wish...to be back to those good 'o' times again...where have they gone?... Where have I gone? That bubbly dreamer i know...seems more and more like a stranger to me.