=) Starry Starry Night
Its a starry starry night today. Relatively clear sky with like more than 80 or so?!?(duno..lazy count after 60..) hahaha..!!! So wonderful to see so many stars tonight. Suddenly i feel, there's so many twinkling hopes around..shan2 shan3 in the sky..you see it yet dun see it..haha...Just like those inspiring 'events', waiting for the right time to shine their light on you...hahah!! And i wonder, how many people in this world take time off to even look up into what's up there, and enjoy the beautiful peace it brings along with constant reminders of hope.. =) And you breathe in deeply, smile to yourself and your heart and mind tells you - this is great.. ^^
Hahah~ Havent really been really disturbed nowadays until yday. Hahaha..felt like my mind went bogus and suddenly i just sort of lost myself and felt deeply disturbed and tgs became so blurry i cant even understand what is it..hahah!!! I tk i think so hard i thought my head became bigger!!! xD I think the little rebellious rascal in me playing with me yday! After many many hours of struggle, finally mind becoming clearer and clearer..haha..then i can finally more fang4 xin1 to sleep...zzzz
Went for the 2nd interview yday. about4 hours with 2 hrs meeting and 2 hours on the field evaluation. Followed by chatting with the manager..haha..asked me i want to join them...was hesitant about it so haven give an answer. That's why the thinking..haha! Think im a weird person.haha..i rejected 2 job offers that i managed to get and thought i will like. Haha...coz i dont want to try. People always keep telling, no harm trying, give it a try blah blah. Yup, i see where they're coming from..you never know if you like it..and there's nothing much to lose. Say im stubborn or si2 nao3 jing1, i dont want to try. Its either i do it or not. If i decided to do it, then i shouldnt stop halfway and start having doubts or wat...then eventually decide not my cup of tea then leave and change again. Find it rather waste of time and energy....hahaha...yah, and i know, that is not where i want to be, or not anymore. haha..
Im always happy to go for my Jap classes, and happier after my Jap classes..haha!! I like my sensei and the course. hehe..and she really love her job lor. No..wrong, more like play. She love her playing every lesson!! i wonder if she eaten some estasy or pills before the lesson...hahaha..she is so high la!!! Hahaha xD Im lovin' it!!!
Hee..THIS, is what i want, where i want to be...hahaha...
I'd learnt more about myself after yday..and it just makes me clearer and firmer in the kind of life i want to lead.. ^^ and im thankful for meeting those people as well. Nice people and all...=) Thankful to all my frens who listened to me bitch and tolerate with my indecisiveness and self-confusing states..hahaha!! "Tama tama tama tama tama tama tama...."
Hahah~ Havent really been really disturbed nowadays until yday. Hahaha..felt like my mind went bogus and suddenly i just sort of lost myself and felt deeply disturbed and tgs became so blurry i cant even understand what is it..hahah!!! I tk i think so hard i thought my head became bigger!!! xD I think the little rebellious rascal in me playing with me yday! After many many hours of struggle, finally mind becoming clearer and clearer..haha..then i can finally more fang4 xin1 to sleep...zzzz
Went for the 2nd interview yday. about4 hours with 2 hrs meeting and 2 hours on the field evaluation. Followed by chatting with the manager..haha..asked me i want to join them...was hesitant about it so haven give an answer. That's why the thinking..haha! Think im a weird person.haha..i rejected 2 job offers that i managed to get and thought i will like. Haha...coz i dont want to try. People always keep telling, no harm trying, give it a try blah blah. Yup, i see where they're coming from..you never know if you like it..and there's nothing much to lose. Say im stubborn or si2 nao3 jing1, i dont want to try. Its either i do it or not. If i decided to do it, then i shouldnt stop halfway and start having doubts or wat...then eventually decide not my cup of tea then leave and change again. Find it rather waste of time and energy....hahaha...yah, and i know, that is not where i want to be, or not anymore. haha..
Im always happy to go for my Jap classes, and happier after my Jap classes..haha!! I like my sensei and the course. hehe..and she really love her job lor. No..wrong, more like play. She love her playing every lesson!! i wonder if she eaten some estasy or pills before the lesson...hahaha..she is so high la!!! Hahaha xD Im lovin' it!!!
Hee..THIS, is what i want, where i want to be...hahaha...
I'd learnt more about myself after yday..and it just makes me clearer and firmer in the kind of life i want to lead.. ^^ and im thankful for meeting those people as well. Nice people and all...=) Thankful to all my frens who listened to me bitch and tolerate with my indecisiveness and self-confusing states..hahaha!! "Tama tama tama tama tama tama tama...."
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6/17/2006 01:01:00 AM
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