The world aint simple, far from ideal

Too naive, too simple, too ideal.
Not as 'clean' as i always believe, or more of subconsciously refuse to accept reality.
Is there really no fairy tale kind of pure, clean and simple r/ship between people?
Perhaps im always surrounded and hanging around 'simple' frens and protected under 'simple' environment since young till now.

Lolx. I cant help laughing at myself. Cant help feeling foolish. Time to let go of my stubbornness, idealism and escapism. The world has changed. I wont survive with my current values and mindset. The world is such a cruel place to be in. So dark, yet that's the way it is.