Painting a rainbow

Monday, August 07, 2006

1st Day at work

Excited, nervous, lost, scared, shy, worried, stressed, confused, tired...

Day started off with a 4h induction lecture until 1pm. Then lunch over at the canteen..Relief to met 1 ger from nus..but my department only got me one newcomer. All the rest engineers...so i was the onli one gg to my department. When i reached, every1 was not around and busy. No1 seems to be available to guide me or bring me along..Felt damn lost and worried. All are out for meetings and courses...and then they came back about 5pm. Hahha..i felt like a 'newborn' or 'alien' there. When they came back le all came to my cubicle and find me. Was abit stunt...haha..but later on find it comforting..haha.. that they actually came to introduce themselves to me. And for the occasional occasions, i was super shy and far from being frenly today....Abit overwhelmed...haha..
All about same age... hope it will be nice working togather as well.

Found out the cheezel there selling at oni 30cts at the vending machines..*happy* Got my very own space and lotsa cabinates...2 pcs...super stressed. So many security procedures, responsiblities and things to be super confidential about. Cannot make mistakes...stressed... and im gg to take over 1 of the guys responsiblities..and i wonder how am i gg to do that!!! -_-|||
OK...i try to catch up...suddenly feel like i very weak and a know-nothing there...like a super dumb ger...wah lao...in a situation when i noe absolutely nuts abt how to do or wat to do!!!! >o<

Hope tml's lunch and event will break the ice and make mi feel more comfortable..hha..come on!! pray that i'll not have prob wif my lappy tml k!!?? x0 *pray pray*

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