Painting a rainbow

Saturday, March 11, 2006

just notes of restlessness

Please shun this if u r not feeling good yah?
I hate to bog people down with problems i have with myself, but think when i've 'kept' it till a certain level, things just overflow. Pardon me pls. Thank you.

I hate it when im not in control of my emotions and feelings. How i feel, how i think. A fren of mine just reminded me again (coz its smtg known) that we cant change the circumtances or what happens to us. We can only change our attitude. Yes, i totally agree to it. *nod*

In a situation whereby its like a tornado-swept land. Too easily affected. STILL easily affected. I have no idea wth is going on in my mind. Restlessness. For awhile, i thought i can conquer the world and feel as if i can do anything. For the next moment, i feel so tired, restless and weak that i feel like shit. Bothering.

People like to see their friends or people around smiling, at least this makes the world out there abit more cheery. Not endless complains, frustrations and pessimism. I hate that too. Worse thing is, I am the one doing it. WTH. I hate it when IM the one doing all these. Yet there needs to have a channel somewhere to dump my 'rubbish'. Unreasonable.

okie, perhaps i should just shut up. *beep* =X

Take care everyone!

2 Comments:

  • Hello gal! Looks like it hasn't been a good week for you. Me either. Is it the final year syndrome? Ha, I suspect so. I think everyone's just tired? But it's the last lap!! Must persevere:) Nevertheless, always remember to rest to keep ur health n tip top condition to fight the battle. Take the Vit C yoz!

    Hmm..I think blogs are a reflection of how you may be feeling now, which can really update ur frens on how u're doing..ppl like ME! And I'm sure we're more than happy to share not only happy times..but times when u're down. Don't shut up..that's the last thing you should do:) Talk to us, heex! Cheer up gal!

    By Blogger Min Hui, at 1:54 AM  

  • =) thanks ger...

    yah...i tk the stupid fyp is driving all of us crazy.......jiayou too!!!
    Your support is really much needed.. thanks!!! *hugzz*

    By Blogger dReamEr, at 2:10 AM  

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