In deep shit

Supposed to wake up 3 hours ago but i just wokeup. Dint even hear the alarm..perhaps i shouldnt even have let myself to sleep last night. Seem to be unable to do ANYTHING about what my sup requires which is due on tuesday. Got error, unable to deal to infinite readings...yada yada(technical stuffs). Now, im stuck at reading my readings all over again and have no idea wth i'm reading about. Read le realised i doesnt seem to make any progress since last year...and i thought about my examiner, my hair stands. Can already visualised he scolding me very badly again and flung my presentation. This thought made me tremble while i try my best to SQUEEZZEEE water out of the desert. Damn dried. The worry of not abling to graduate keeps running in my mind. (n yah, its not feeling tired) Somemore, with all the NO results and 'stucking' around at THIS time when everyone is wrapping up their project and preparing for the presentation makes this even more so. I'm like still doing the beginning and trying to squeeze something out. =( Dont have time to write or dont really can write my thesis yet, and its due in like 3weeks? no, its 18days from now.
Got language tests, exams, FNA mid term this week as well. Think gona do shit if i can only spend my time on my fyp. But if i dont, i cant imagine what will happen to my fyp -_-|||

Dreamer's gona go crazy already. Even dreamt about FYP these few days and cant even wake up to do more on it. Think maybe can get a mental illness MC submit they will let me pass and graduate? I dont care what grade they give me, just let me pass and graduate! Its so dreading...so afraid, so stressed up...drained.

sorry for those of you who is reading this now. Dreamer is unable to make any valuable or cheery posts these days. The spirit is weary. Please pardon her. She doesnt wana go calling and disturbing people around her 'coz she know, many out there are as stress and rushing deadlines and feel frustrated and tired as well. Shouldnt drag them more. Yes dreamer is crazy. Get dreamer a certified mc so that she no need to do or submit her fyp and can graduate. I can give you anything for doing that!!