Burnt
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Seems to be burnt out from work. It's only monday and i feel all so drained out and burnt. Cant wait to knock off for the first time since i started at this new job. Yet, time loses me again and im off late. My mind cant seem to work or wakeup to think in a blink since this morning i feel disappointed with myself a little. Overshot my lunch time again today and was working through my proposals while eating watever that is easy to swallow..plus plenty of tibits. Seems to be eating lotsa rubbish nowadays. I just had chocolates and tibits after my dinner just now too....piggish sia. o@o Today's supposed to be the 'slackest' day of the week with only 3 meetings and im having heavy head and headaches. :( Think i got to rely on overdosage of tea again... zzzz
It's target setting and achievement reporting time again. Fortunately, my boss excused me from this exercise for this time round. He said im stressed out enough..but oh well, who was the one who put oil on fire? Then again, HR did not excuse me from setting up my targets ookkiiieeeeee..... boss shared with me his achievements for the quarter and i realised all the target setting i used to do in wherever i was from was what my staff suppose to do for me! It's time like this you wish you were just supposed to do some mundane task. Just looking at the sections i feel i have so much to catch up...the financial numbers, the strategies to think up to tackle the deals and tricky issues, coming up with whatever to challenge and change how unit works (NOW i understand why he chose me....coz i couldnt stand inefficiency and normal ways of working! err...o_O kharma...), developing and training people, customer service and standards.....etc etc etc. I have been so busy i have no time for my staff at all that i think i 'failed' badly as a leader. I hope i can learn much faster and more to start teaching her new stuffs...
Seems to be burnt out from work. It's only monday and i feel all so drained out and burnt. Cant wait to knock off for the first time since i started at this new job. Yet, time loses me again and im off late. My mind cant seem to work or wakeup to think in a blink since this morning i feel disappointed with myself a little. Overshot my lunch time again today and was working through my proposals while eating watever that is easy to swallow..plus plenty of tibits. Seems to be eating lotsa rubbish nowadays. I just had chocolates and tibits after my dinner just now too....piggish sia. o@o Today's supposed to be the 'slackest' day of the week with only 3 meetings and im having heavy head and headaches. :( Think i got to rely on overdosage of tea again... zzzz
It's target setting and achievement reporting time again. Fortunately, my boss excused me from this exercise for this time round. He said im stressed out enough..but oh well, who was the one who put oil on fire? Then again, HR did not excuse me from setting up my targets ookkiiieeeeee..... boss shared with me his achievements for the quarter and i realised all the target setting i used to do in wherever i was from was what my staff suppose to do for me! It's time like this you wish you were just supposed to do some mundane task. Just looking at the sections i feel i have so much to catch up...the financial numbers, the strategies to think up to tackle the deals and tricky issues, coming up with whatever to challenge and change how unit works (NOW i understand why he chose me....coz i couldnt stand inefficiency and normal ways of working! err...o_O kharma...), developing and training people, customer service and standards.....etc etc etc. I have been so busy i have no time for my staff at all that i think i 'failed' badly as a leader. I hope i can learn much faster and more to start teaching her new stuffs...
Been sleeping lesser though i would love to have more sleep...cant seem to sleep well or be fully rested these days. Think until the tide is over (or will it be over?) then i can resume my peaceful sleep...lolx..i dun understand why some people just like to let a time bomb tick away...o_O
Need a decent break somehow.......*tiredz*
Need a decent break somehow.......*tiredz*
posted by dReamEr at
11/17/2008 10:06:00 PM
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