no good

Life need not be so serious eh?

Been pushing myself alot to the point you just keep driving, but you forgot where you are heading...
It feels like a sinking ceiling crushing down on you at this moment.
The drawbacks are all coming in as i start to increase my caffaine, alcohol and chocolate intake. I dont have migraines but headaches keep coming in recently. The hard truth....i have been 'jogging on the spot'. Very sucky feeling. :(

Never-ending arrows keep coming in at work as i struggle to regain motivation and form. Feel my shoulders got much heavier over the past month as the same time when the bomb is exploding and people are burning your backside. The rigid system is making it worse.

Still overwhelming myself with too many things, too little time and the lack of opportunities. Fortunately, i have wonderful frens who help take my mind off work and life for awhile..