On the way

Friends....all over the world..haha. Nahz, i meant all flying out in different directions, heading towards where they want, where they wana explore and succeed in. Some are career, some are love, some are family, others their passion and so on..
For awhile, im in conflict of what i really want in my life. Is it career? Passion? Interests? Love? *shrug* i start to wonder. Things aint that simple as it seems. Work, wasnt wat i expected it to be. Come to a point when commitment, personal achievements and dreams come to a conflict with one another. Should i go out and try something i tk more worth and value-adding? And perhaps suffer the expecting less friendly and bias environment? Or stay put, live on? Hopefully able to excel and move up within the frenly environment?

Feel missing pieces in me upon the departure of yet another member of 4ss. Now left with oni 2ss.. hmm.. the things i see when i moved ard in spore doesnt seem the same. I feel drifted away. Like...im not with me. Wonder how the scene out of the bus or train looks like over at Nihon. Are the people nice? Wonder how the pple in the office are like.
Feel like an 'abandoned kid' nowadays. LoL. My closest best fren and ah ma so far away..*sobz* Pple who dote on mi the most and always brings out the child in mi. Haha..like wat mab says, its time for maturity. No1 can be with any1 foreva. We need to grow and mature. Learn independence. Stay strong even if u r 1 man alone. Haha... Perhaps im not as strong as i thought myself to be. Or perhaps, im not as weak as i thought i am either. haha...mao dun.

Explore. Patience. Strength. Fear. Courage. Limitations....