Bored, so decided to blog.haha..
Studying Cash Flow statements today,so damn chimz la..siao..then while i stare at those stranger-words and figures my mind keep drifting away..daydreaming abt taiwan,abt hw life will be when im working, hw my life will change when i graduate, tking of how to film a mtv..hahah!!!siao!
Wrote a song just now..tk the bored and chimz stuff attracting all the rubbish in my head out.xP almost landed my hands on my guitar again but i ren3!!n mug!still dun understand...and now im getting worried duno can pass or not. Scary leh..last sem, mus pass hor!will pass hor? Tsk..tk my mood like the weather man, rain shine rain shine cloudy...@#$^*so sian! Not as if i slack ALOT, but cant seem to understand n prepare fast enough gets on my nerves.
Hopefully the stupid me able to prepare enough by sat..Closed book..siao liao..*pray pray pray* Let me graduate!!!!! ok...siao uji gg to climb on liaoz...duno y..got an unsettling feeling, feeling nervous, worried, scared...but i duno y!? perhaps im worried abt my exam ba. -_-|||
Here goes bored and crazy dreamer again....laaa..

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Immense fear took over mi again today if not so much stronger..n i realised i was trembling in fear. wah sey...i dont like d feeling.... when i reached the roof, i feel so damn scared and started panicking lor.. -_-||| then fear took over mi and i realised i was blinding and anxiously trying to find somewhere to step on, smwhere to go to, dnuo wat im doing..n i looked down..."tk i gonna let go of my hand again.." yah, let go, not coz no more strength but so scared that i just wana come down... Fell so many times since sunday that my knees hurt. Today fell lesser coz tried lesser but knee still hurts. =( sighz... always panicky and scared when im higher up the wall...##@%$@