I'm on a swing..lala
Up and down, up and down...like a swing i go..
Was thinking about my career path this few days, and it kinda bothers me a little. Eventually, it led me back to what i like and what i've did in the past that i enjoyed. And i unfolded all the mistakes and wrong paths i've taken. How circumstances kills your passion. How circumstances forces you to do something which is not what you want. How circumstances pour down with intense weight over the flaring fire you have, no matter how strong it is...
Everytime when i think of this, i got very frustrated. I feel so restricted. Very disturbed. BUT, at the end of the day, this is life isnt it? What's your passion/interest doesnt always win. Practical details will set in. Ability sets in. REALITY sets in. And yes! THIS IS reality. Live with it.
I dont regret the things i do now.But i DO have regrets. And these wrong choices, have led me a different path altogether. BUT then again, PERHAPS, i might not be AS happy as i thought if i did follow my heart. Life's complicated isnt it? Yeah, this is life. Live well.
Was thinking about my career path this few days, and it kinda bothers me a little. Eventually, it led me back to what i like and what i've did in the past that i enjoyed. And i unfolded all the mistakes and wrong paths i've taken. How circumstances kills your passion. How circumstances forces you to do something which is not what you want. How circumstances pour down with intense weight over the flaring fire you have, no matter how strong it is...
Everytime when i think of this, i got very frustrated. I feel so restricted. Very disturbed. BUT, at the end of the day, this is life isnt it? What's your passion/interest doesnt always win. Practical details will set in. Ability sets in. REALITY sets in. And yes! THIS IS reality. Live with it.
I dont regret the things i do now.But i DO have regrets. And these wrong choices, have led me a different path altogether. BUT then again, PERHAPS, i might not be AS happy as i thought if i did follow my heart. Life's complicated isnt it? Yeah, this is life. Live well.
posted by dReamEr at
11/19/2005 11:26:00 PM
4 Comments:
din see u online.. so decided to disturb u here!! neh neh pok!!
the events we regret are usually those that we never get to do, and there is always a question about the outcome. it sets us thinking about the possibilities over and over again, as we are bothered by "ifs" and that things would have been better. Perhaps it is this unknown, rather than having been through and find that the path is wrong, that makes it more regretful..
let's hope that closing this door doesn't lead us to a dead end! =) maybe there are other doors, that we have yet to see, yet to explore... i think i better start checking behind some doors...
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nuaster, at 12:59 PM
=) thanks DI!yep, guess its all the 'ifs'. IF only i know what i COULD have lead me to, perhaps i wouldnt be sitting here regreting about closing doors i shldnt. PERHAPS it is still a bad choice after walking thru that door my heart desire. Without walking through a wrong door, how would you know you've closed the right door?
haha..life's complicated.
ideals vs reality..
passion vs practicality
which one wins??
Guess the ans is obvious.
Let's just open NEW doors!! =)
(haa..duno wat i tokin abt too..doors doors doors..tk im hungry..hm..)
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dReamEr, at 9:55 PM
hmm... if we knew all the answers to the "ifs" in our lives.. maybe we would cease living already? coz we would know everything right from the beginning..
wat's doors gotta do with hungry?? haha.. i watched harry potter just now!! bahahahah....
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nuaster, at 10:00 PM
bish bish bish!!! shucks i missed it!(tho i watched it in cinema d last time)haa..i watching taiwan variety show and a japan horror movie(when i dun watch horror movie one)..guess im too bored with studies!haa..keep watching n watching.
Afternoon drooling over this idol taiwan drama on scv..called-"tian guo de hui yi"haa..v shuai wor the male leads!haha..female leads also very chio!! =P
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dReamEr, at 10:04 PM
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