Still a wanderer....
Wander wander wander~~~
Feeling a great deal of emotions lately...and nah, i realised i could no longer use pms as an excuse this time round. Probably i might be thinking too much like i always do, but certain things just aint about thinking about something that wasnt there. Certain things are not uncalled for. Or perhaps i have a missing nerve in my head. Probably im even crazy. But apparently, i see it in alot of people. I hear it through their voices. I know im not alone. We've been searching......for that 'me' in me. Sometimes i thought i've found it..yet another moment, it's like i've lost it again. *shrug* Guess life's like sand....you grasps it with ur hand, and then it seeps through...you have it, and you dont really.
Im not good at expressing myself..or how i feel. The only channels are through writings and songs. Listen to my songs and you'll see that real soul in me...with my true feelings. Probably why i keep trying to find an answer, to myself, all over the place. I get frustrated, upset and all lost in my own little world most of the time i guess. Perhaps i havent find my purpose in life...or i've lost it along the way...defeated by obstacles in life. There are things i would wanna try, yet havent the courage. There are things i wanna do or say, but never the courage. There are friends i cherish i wish to keep close to, but...... there are also pple i wish i never hurt, but i did.
It's times like this i wish to just pack up a light backpack and go, wherever myself brings me to. If you have had this feeling before, you know what im trying to say. You just go. Wherever, and the only way is forward, towards that unknown. Whatever it may be. Whatever it brings.
It's times like this, im questioning myself. What are all these people fighting for? Why do we have to go through all these? Why do i want to perform and succeed at work? Why do i wanna get upset over friends and r/ships? Why am i feeling this way over....etc. Probably at the end of the day, it doesnt matter....and im just still, me. Whoever that may be.
Need to go back into the green again....where i feel more at peace...
To indulge in my climbs....where i feel more at ease...
Sing my heart out...where i can better express how i feel...
Feeling a great deal of emotions lately...and nah, i realised i could no longer use pms as an excuse this time round. Probably i might be thinking too much like i always do, but certain things just aint about thinking about something that wasnt there. Certain things are not uncalled for. Or perhaps i have a missing nerve in my head. Probably im even crazy. But apparently, i see it in alot of people. I hear it through their voices. I know im not alone. We've been searching......for that 'me' in me. Sometimes i thought i've found it..yet another moment, it's like i've lost it again. *shrug* Guess life's like sand....you grasps it with ur hand, and then it seeps through...you have it, and you dont really.
Im not good at expressing myself..or how i feel. The only channels are through writings and songs. Listen to my songs and you'll see that real soul in me...with my true feelings. Probably why i keep trying to find an answer, to myself, all over the place. I get frustrated, upset and all lost in my own little world most of the time i guess. Perhaps i havent find my purpose in life...or i've lost it along the way...defeated by obstacles in life. There are things i would wanna try, yet havent the courage. There are things i wanna do or say, but never the courage. There are friends i cherish i wish to keep close to, but...... there are also pple i wish i never hurt, but i did.
It's times like this i wish to just pack up a light backpack and go, wherever myself brings me to. If you have had this feeling before, you know what im trying to say. You just go. Wherever, and the only way is forward, towards that unknown. Whatever it may be. Whatever it brings.
It's times like this, im questioning myself. What are all these people fighting for? Why do we have to go through all these? Why do i want to perform and succeed at work? Why do i wanna get upset over friends and r/ships? Why am i feeling this way over....etc. Probably at the end of the day, it doesnt matter....and im just still, me. Whoever that may be.
Need to go back into the green again....where i feel more at peace...
To indulge in my climbs....where i feel more at ease...
Sing my heart out...where i can better express how i feel...
posted by dReamEr at
7/23/2008 11:36:00 PM
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