Self-doubts. Lost control. Losing self.
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Wasnt excited as i should be. I finally know the difference.
The more i find out, the more 'drag' i am. Now i start wondering why.
Yes, im going on an official trip to US soon. Cokups alrdy surfacing even when im back at home now.....dun feel like going alrdy. lol. Pray for me to come back safe and sound.