Speeding towards a cliff or a wonderland of freedom?
After 1+ month of believing in life and myself. Believing that things will turn out fine, as long as i face it with an open mind, a more flexible mindset, a less restrictive and timid self, im starting to have doubts.
Nah, if i want to, i can simply shake this off once again by not bothering about it or thinking too deeply into it again. But suddenly, i was thinking if i handle things/issues this way, am i really growing? Perhaps i wouldnt be bogged down by problems so easily or be so angry/down about certain stuffs, but by not facing it right in the face and feel what i should be feeling(which i certain issues i should be?) im actually simply avoiding certain tricky issues which could have been better managed. Or perhaps, things would have turned for the better alot sooner than just leave it there and wait for the rain to wash it away??? hahaa...confusing.
Dont realli know what im typing make any sense at all. Im not sure if im doing really stuffs that makes mi who i am or am i simply expressing what im feeling through other means other than dealing with the issue itself? oh man...no idea.
For a second, i was wondering, if i am truly happy which i thought i might be? Oh well....hahah..nah...think shouldnt get into this too much...back to work!! "Studieren!"
Nah, if i want to, i can simply shake this off once again by not bothering about it or thinking too deeply into it again. But suddenly, i was thinking if i handle things/issues this way, am i really growing? Perhaps i wouldnt be bogged down by problems so easily or be so angry/down about certain stuffs, but by not facing it right in the face and feel what i should be feeling(which i certain issues i should be?) im actually simply avoiding certain tricky issues which could have been better managed. Or perhaps, things would have turned for the better alot sooner than just leave it there and wait for the rain to wash it away??? hahaa...confusing.
Dont realli know what im typing make any sense at all. Im not sure if im doing really stuffs that makes mi who i am or am i simply expressing what im feeling through other means other than dealing with the issue itself? oh man...no idea.
For a second, i was wondering, if i am truly happy which i thought i might be? Oh well....hahah..nah...think shouldnt get into this too much...back to work!! "Studieren!"
posted by dReamEr at
1/23/2006 10:50:00 PM
2 Comments:
I think it's better to try and sort out your thoughts over these 'trouble' issues, so that as you say, can grow up after facing them. But I think it's also important to think about whether it's the right time to face them.. check your priorities, your own emotional state, your maturity up till now and then decide if now is the right time..
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Pangy, at 12:33 AM
thanks brudder~ =) guessed so...heh...oh well, actually at the same time...gradually, as time goes by, the issues doesnt seem so big deal after all??not that it doesnt matter anymore YET just that the intensity decreases with time...haa...time does wonders man.. =)
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dReamEr, at 10:21 PM
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